God, please help her

Dear God, please help her.
Please tide her through this difficult period and strengthen her spiritually.
She needs you right now.

I really don’t know what to say.
I didn’t expect someone I know to be involved in something like this.
Sigh. If only we could turn back time and erase everything that has been presented.

We all know that we have to be careful in everything we do. I know she does.
We know that we have to be responsible for our every act. I’m sure she knows this too.
Something must have gone wrong……………..

somewhere out there

night falls and all activities cease for the day.
tonight, there’s bound to be someone out there who’s feeling down and emotional.

don’t worry.
all of us have our emotional nights now and then.
if yours happens to be tonight, i hope you’ll feel happier tomorrow.
look on the brighter side of things, talk to people who can make you feel better.
things will be alright in no time

shallow’s the new deep

it’s monday once again!
monday blues were rather bad today especially after the awesome weekend.
but we’ve gotta get back to serious work no matter what. no excuses allowed!

just got back on a running spree.
just my mp3 and myself. away from all communication.
and there i started my route to ecp. i love running there at night. the breeze’s awesome~ and makes me really happy!

we celebrated perry’s birthday yesterday.
i didn’t make it for dinner with the rest of the gang because i had dinner with the family.
but before that, we headed around the area to play with fabian’s gigantic toy.
shooting’s really fun!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PERRY!

a reason, a season, a lifetime

FRIENDS.

for a reason, a season and for a lifetime…

i’ve got them all.

but eventually, it’s those who fall under the ‘lifetime’ category that makes me feel that it is worth having friends and worth investing in the friendship. those who are for a season and especially those, who are FOR A REASON, thanks for the memories and the fellowship.
and that’s all i have to say.

it may sound simple.
but it pains me when friends whom you think you can have for a lifetime become friends for a reason/season.
i guess there are times when we just have to know how to let go, to move on and be a happier person.
it’s always easy to say it but hard to put into action.
I really need time. A lot of time.
The real test has yet to come.

I wish myself luck. I need tons of them.

no more teardrops :)

yayness

no more teardrops! and the feeling’s awesome.

DISILLUSIONED.

by you, you, you and you.

insanity

and sure it is, INSANITY.

people are making me go crazy.. one after another!
P.M.S!!!

and i believe that you can never have the best of both worlds.
you invest your time in something and you neglect another.
then you tell yourself that all you need is BALANCE.

just as you think you’ve reached the BALANCE,
the scale tips and all the shit comes in.
you face something that you’ve never expected and you’re all lost!

and people start pissing you off like never before.
they become so insensitive and selfish that you just don’t want to talk to them ever again.

URGH.

D for Duck

Happy Birthday Qings!

Qings invited us to her place yesterday for a cosy party where we had bbq, fondue, cake and some booze
Booze left some people a lil high and some others .. (well i shouldn’t continue. haha)

It was great company and good food.
The fondue left everyone putting on calories. GYM TODAY
Adeline Grace and myself got Qings her birthday cake and D___ THE DUCK! Woots! *heeeheee*
Adeline Grace Myself Fishie CK and Kayping got Qings a bag that she liked. Yayness. Pretty bag!

We couldn’t call it a wrap without playing Supreme Pig (Duck)! It was madness I tell you.
We kinda tweeked the rules of the game and decided to play it the ‘Heart Attack’ way that left some sore hands amongst us.
Nevertheless, it was really fun!
Happy Birthday once again and I hope your dreams will come true!!

motto

i’ve found my motto in life.
and it is the very same quote i chanced upon when i was unable to sleep and decided to log onto the net.

Never Explain Yourself To Anyone

(because the person who likes you doesn’t need it;
and the person who dislikes you won’t believe it)

knew it.

i knew this day would come.
when all i have done proves to be futile.

on friendship and trust.
it’s up to you now.
i’ve done my part but you’ve never seen it.
i’m only human. and this is all i can do.

like i said, how i wish i never knew u.
then my life would be less turbulent.
but i thank you.
for allowing me to learn it the hard way.

it’s your call.
i just hope that u wont disappoint me again.